Showing posts with label wellness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label wellness. Show all posts

Friday, September 12, 2014

Sutra I, 3: What happens when the mind is at peace and ready for yoga?

When this happens,
then the Seer is revealed,
resting in its own essential nature,
and one realizes
the True 
Self.

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Within us, we all have two selves.  One is the Actor and one is the Seer. 

Our Actor self is:

The risk taker. The mistake maker.  The winner.  The judger.  The lover. The cool kid. The loather. The chameleon. The big shot. The doctor. The criminal. The slut. The hero.

This is the self that gets tangled up in the drama of life.

Our actor self is our ego:

That thing that makes us feel like special snowflakes or sore-thumbs.

Our Seer self is:

The True Self that watches as the actor takes risks, assumes personas, has emotional outbursts, laughs, cries, gets angry, gets hurt.

This Self is non-plussed, except for always loving the actor self, no matter how many messes the actor gets into.

The True Self has always been there from the beginning and is what is mirrored in all human beings, underneath whatever costumes, titles, armor, or stories of battle they've collected.  Our True Self is as pure as the day we were born.  And it's still very much alive in all of us.

The True Self is safety...light...love...connection to the universe.

When the Seer can differentiate between the drama and emotional gymnastics of the Actor, the True Self is realized.

Two Selves by SeerTime. deviantart.com

Thursday, September 11, 2014

Sutra I, 2: What is yoga?

This tree is still a tree, even with its badass tattoos!
Yoga 
is experienced
in that mind
which has ceased 
to identify itself
with its
vacillating waves of perception

This sutra is about quieting judgment and ego to open a clear channel for the union of body, mind, and spirit.

A lot of people know that the goal is to have a clear mind in yoga class and how impossible that seems.

Whenever someone tells me to clear my mind, 17 random thoughts will pop in just to show me who is boss.  But over the years of going to yoga practice, my mind-activity during yoga class has gone from the level of a hilarious morning talk show to a quiet library where a thought will jump out of my subconscious like a mischievous kid ignoring the "inside voices" rule.  It's a lot easier to identify that wayward thought, acknowledge it, and quiet it down, sending my attention back to helping my body do what it needs to do, rather than judging it for how ridiculous it looks trying to get into Crow Pose or another challenging arm balance.

For more than a decade of going to class, I would say that only a minor percentage of that was spent actually experiencing yoga, which means to yoke, or unite, the mind, body and spirit.  That's because my mind was having a field day as my body tried to fight into challenging and uncomfortable positions without the power of the mind behind it.

Going all the way back to the beginning, I probably would have done myself more of a favor If I had spent an hour in Savasana or "corpse pose," rather than not breathing and struggling to look like the best yogi in the room, comparing myself to others and losing concentration, then giving up and beating myself up for failing.  Luckily, now, I barely glance at the other yogis in the room.  They are simply my fellow travelers, on their own journey.  If I fall, I fall, and get back up, without judging myself, just laughing at myself a little sometimes.

When we let go of what our mind THINKS we should be able to do or what we should be doing, yoga is there to present its gifts.

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Sutra I, 1: Be Here Now to experience yoga

Day 1 of a study of the Yoga Sutras

Sutra I, 1: Opening Aphorism

With great respect and love,
now the blessings of 
yoga instruction 
are offered

The key word here is "now". The thing about yoga is that it's always for here for us in every, every moment.  In every moment, the loving power of universe and the alignment of self is available to us.

But the caveat is, to access these blessings, we actually have to be there.

Here.  Now.

Not planning our route to the our next engagement.  Not worrying about a criticism from our boss that happened yesterday.  Not wondering when that answer is going to come via email or text.

If we can discipline ourselves to put those worries aside for this moment, it's possible to almost instantly re-align with the benefits of yoga so we have the strength to manage all of the responsibilities and distractions and decide with a level head which of those worries are worthy of our time and which are responsibilities that belong to others that we have taken on for ourselves.

It's a gift we can give ourselves to be here now, open to the healing power of yoga.

Check these guys out.  They're in no hurry to move mountains.  Give yourself permission to have that same feeling of NOT having to save the world, just for a moment.  just for now.